Happy 2nd Birthday Kam!

(This pic of Kam is so perfect to me - he HATES it when people take his pic. But this pic captures his intensity perfectly and the balloon strings represent to me the veil that he is trapped behind, the veil is what makes him unique, but it is also the same veil we struggle to break thru each and every day)
To my baby boy Kam!
I cannot believe you have been in our lives for two years already. You have blessed us and tested us in ways that I never thought possible. There have been so many medical struggles and you have been so resilient and strong throughout all of it. I have learned so much about myself from you in your tiny two years. Thank you for teaching me about unconditional love, prayer, faith, PATIENCE, and trust. You have the ability to make me cry and make me laugh in the same moment. And I cherish each and every one of them that I have with you!

We are working very hard to find the answers for you so that we can enable you to have the greatest potential in your life. I know that you will find your way and embrace all of the obstacles in front of you and grow into a unique and special little man. I am in awe of you already and I am so blessed to be your mommy!

PS...please, please, please let me rock you to sleep again ;)